Guess what? Last week, i actually bumped into 2 of my ex-clique girls. I was coming out of the toilet at Tampines 1. 2 girls came in but i didn't really pay attention to them until my friend called my name. The moment i look at her, i was so surprised that she spotted and and actually called my name! Why was i surprise? Cuz while we were in different classes, she don't call me when i see her in school... don't know if she acted blur or what.
Anyway, i was so surprised! Even more surprised that they told me they were discussing about me; whether i have been living well or not and then they saw me. Even even more surprise that they wanted to see how my boyfriend looks like and followed me out without going to the toilet. And.. i was surprised by the things they did lar.. cuz i didn't expect them to care about me anymore as they talked to me after they saw my bf, asking me to contact them.. when they should be the 1 to contact me first. Then the other girl told me when i get married i must invite them to go. Hahaha.. i was quite shocked and didn't know what to react as i never ever thought of inviting them to my wedding before.. cuz "our friendship is already not a ship.."
I saw the girl who "hated me to the core." lol. She asked 2 of my friends where they were going when they followed me to see my bf. The moment i saw her, i was feeling =S weird.. just don't feel like seeing her lor. Thus, immediately, i walked away when i see her face.. Don't think she saw me and i think she would fled ten thousand miles away in order to avoid seeing me. lolx! Luckily she went off with her parents.
Well, i think the reason for them to get so excited seeing me was so as "speak of the devil" explains so. To elaborate, it is just like winning the lottery.. as what they talked about appeared right before their eyes. That is why they were excited about.. not because they didn't see me for about.. 3 or 4 years? Am i right?
Before we ended our conversation, i tried to give them a chance.. contact me was my last words to them. I won't take the initiative to contact them.. In common sense, one should contact the person who has been outcasted and left out, for years. This is also a test for them, whether they still treat me as their clique? Nono.. they don't regard me as their clique anymore as i have been outcasted. I should be saying.. whether they still treat me as their friend.. test about their character, whether they would talk to that girl about outcasting me... Let's wait and see....
Sigh~ to conclude, i am glad that i still have my BS with me.. a group of girls who can laugh together at jokes we made when we were young.. who understand each other since secondary school.. =]
Wait.. before i end off, just in case anybody from the cilque happens to read this post, i mean no harm. I just want to know and solve the misunderstandings (if any) between us.. Well, maybe i misunderstood you all.. please prove it to me.
