It's end of weekend and i almost forgot to blog something i wanted to blog along ago. It happened around 1 month ago.. It was a friday.. The lady boss was busy completing her work as she had to go overseas to visit her daughter. At that time, i needed to call an overseas number. My company is so stingy that only the bosses have the telephone to call overseas. Employees are not able to call overseas unless we ask the bosses to call. As usual, i gave her the number to dial. I mentioned as usual.. which mean that i do not purposely look for country code or area code to call. I just gave her the number to call as reflected in my computer. She also never once ask me to look for any area code or whatsoever. On that day, just because she was busy with her own things.. (okie.. i beginning to flare up le.. bear with me for my language..)
She F***ingly said this. "What number is this? Why don't have area code?" For her first two sentence, i ignored her (as usual lol.). After that, she started her nagging.. "You should have at least look up the country code or area code right? I am TOWKAY SOU you know.. You mean towkay sou must do all this things for you? I am already so busy yet i do all this things for you." This time round, i can't let her malign me anymore. So i told her, that is what i always did as usual, she never ask me for area code so i didn't look up. And how would i know in the first place she need to look for whatever area code. And sai la.. never let employee make overseas call how would we know what numbers are needed to call? And how would i know what your stupid telephone needs?? I was so so so so so angry that i kept on breathing in and out in and out for fearing that i would go crazy and beat her up!! lolx.. Haa.. jk for the last sentence. I really don't know what i would do to her if i didn't control myself. Count herself lucky lor. lol
Back to the incident, she said something even more sucky.. which i forgot.. she is very capable of nagging and complaining. Oh yar.. she mentioned something like.. who do you think you are? She is very capable of saying ugly words when she is busy with her own things or is angry. Come'on.. When i was very busy and my boss gave me errands, i didn't complain or whatever lor.. stupid. Who do she think she is? So mighty meh? Her heart is so so so small.. only care about her own things. Okie.. so i cried but didn't let her see of course.. Cuz her words are real ugly like her heart. Hmmpx. She only accumulates bad karma by doing this. That day i was really F***king angry ok.. really feel like scolding her F***! Really!
Luckily she went overseas for like 2 weeks. Didn't want to see her face. When she came back, i can't seem to forgive her. Don't feel like talking to her also. She also finding problems for me. That day she came back, she asked me to do some checking with reference to some papers. So i did and i returned to her. After that, she came back and asked me whether i altered something on the paper cuz she saw some liquid paper on it. That liquidation was already there in the first place. When i told her no, she F***kingly can say, YOU SURE? I really feel like................ better don't say it out. lol.. and then she kept on asking like for 3 times whether i alter the paper anot. I only replied NO!... sh*t leh.. kaoz.. see her expression on the face.. i really feel like quitting lor.. stupid..
This incident also spark off the motivation for me to change job. This is not the only reason of course. I have been wanting to change job since last year.. but very unluckily at the wrong time.. economy downturn... and i cannot afford to just quit like that cuz i have school fees to pay up.. Now i have finished my exams.. i really wish i can manage to find a new job before the 2nd sem starts..
Sigh~ talked to weiyong about this. He told me to chant for high life condition(HLC) so that nobody can affetct my mood even when she say or do whatever to me. I also want to have HLC to prove her that i am not so easily bullied. TOWKAY SOU so what... hahaha.. also a human what.. doesn't mean your position high then you are high class or whatever. What is most important is the HEART! not towkay sou! lolx~!
