It's end of weekend and i almost forgot to blog something i wanted to blog along ago. It happened around 1 month ago.. It was a friday.. The lady boss was busy completing her work as she had to go overseas to visit her daughter. At that time, i needed to call an overseas number. My company is so stingy that only the bosses have the telephone to call overseas. Employees are not able to call overseas unless we ask the bosses to call. As usual, i gave her the number to dial. I mentioned as usual.. which mean that i do not purposely look for country code or area code to call. I just gave her the number to call as reflected in my computer. She also never once ask me to look for any area code or whatsoever. On that day, just because she was busy with her own things.. (okie.. i beginning to flare up le.. bear with me for my language..)

She F***ingly said this. "What number is this? Why don't have area code?" For her first two sentence, i ignored her (as usual lol.). After that, she started her nagging.. "You should have at least look up the country code or area code right? I am TOWKAY SOU you know.. You mean towkay sou must do all this things for you? I am already so busy yet i do all this things for you." This time round, i can't let her malign me anymore. So i told her, that is what i always did as usual, she never ask me for area code so i didn't look up. And how would i know in the first place she need to look for whatever area code. And sai la.. never let employee make overseas call how would we know what numbers are needed to call? And how would i know what your stupid telephone needs?? I was so so so so so angry that i kept on breathing in and out in and out for fearing that i would go crazy and beat her up!! lolx.. Haa.. jk for the last sentence. I really don't know what i would do to her if i didn't control myself. Count herself lucky lor. lol

Back to the incident, she said something even more sucky.. which i forgot.. she is very capable of nagging and complaining. Oh yar.. she mentioned something like.. who do you think you are? She is very capable of saying ugly words when she is busy with her own things or is angry. Come'on.. When i was very busy and my boss gave me errands, i didn't complain or whatever lor.. stupid. Who do she think she is? So mighty meh? Her heart is so so so small.. only care about her own things. Okie.. so i cried but didn't let her see of course.. Cuz her words are real ugly like her heart. Hmmpx. She only accumulates bad karma by doing this. That day i was really F***king angry ok.. really feel like scolding her F***! Really!

Luckily she went overseas for like 2 weeks. Didn't want to see her face. When she came back, i can't seem to forgive her. Don't feel like talking to her also. She also finding problems for me. That day she came back, she asked me to do some checking with reference to some papers. So i did and i returned to her. After that, she came back and asked me whether i altered something on the paper cuz she saw some liquid paper on it. That liquidation was already there in the first place. When i told her no, she F***kingly can say, YOU SURE? I really feel like................ better don't say it out. lol.. and then she kept on asking like for 3 times whether i alter the paper anot. I only replied NO!... sh*t leh.. kaoz.. see her expression on the face.. i really feel like quitting lor.. stupid..

This incident also spark off the motivation for me to change job. This is not the only reason of course. I have been wanting to change job since last year.. but very unluckily at the wrong time.. economy downturn... and i cannot afford to just quit like that cuz i have school fees to pay up.. Now i have finished my exams.. i really wish i can manage to find a new job before the 2nd sem starts..

Sigh~ talked to weiyong about this. He told me to chant for high life condition(HLC) so that nobody can affetct my mood even when she say or do whatever to me. I also want to have HLC to prove her that i am not so easily bullied. TOWKAY SOU so what... hahaha.. also a human what.. doesn't mean your position high then you are high class or whatever. What is most important is the HEART! not towkay sou! lolx~!

Guess what? Last week, i actually bumped into 2 of my ex-clique girls. I was coming out of the toilet at Tampines 1. 2 girls came in but i didn't really pay attention to them until my friend called my name. The moment i look at her, i was so surprised that she spotted and and actually called my name! Why was i surprise? Cuz while we were in different classes, she don't call me when i see her in school... don't know if she acted blur or what.

Anyway, i was so surprised! Even more surprised that they told me they were discussing about me; whether i have been living well or not and then they saw me. Even even more surprise that they wanted to see how my boyfriend looks like and followed me out without going to the toilet. And.. i was surprised by the things they did lar.. cuz i didn't expect them to care about me anymore as they talked to me after they saw my bf, asking me to contact them.. when they should be the 1 to contact me first. Then the other girl told me when i get married i must invite them to go. Hahaha.. i was quite shocked and didn't know what to react as i never ever thought of inviting them to my wedding before.. cuz "our friendship is already not a ship.."

I saw the girl who "hated me to the core." lol. She asked 2 of my friends where they were going when they followed me to see my bf. The moment i saw her, i was feeling =S weird.. just don't feel like seeing her lor. Thus, immediately, i walked away when i see her face.. Don't think she saw me and i think she would fled ten thousand miles away in order to avoid seeing me. lolx! Luckily she went off with her parents.

Well, i think the reason for them to get so excited seeing me was so as "speak of the devil" explains so. To elaborate, it is just like winning the lottery.. as what they talked about appeared right before their eyes. That is why they were excited about.. not because they didn't see me for about.. 3 or 4 years? Am i right?

Before we ended our conversation, i tried to give them a chance.. contact me was my last words to them. I won't take the initiative to contact them.. In common sense, one should contact the person who has been outcasted and left out, for years. This is also a test for them, whether they still treat me as their clique? Nono.. they don't regard me as their clique anymore as i have been outcasted. I should be saying.. whether they still treat me as their friend.. test about their character, whether they would talk to that girl about outcasting me... Let's wait and see....

Sigh~ to conclude, i am glad that i still have my BS with me.. a group of girls who can laugh together at jokes we made when we were young.. who understand each other since secondary school.. =]

Wait.. before i end off, just in case anybody from the cilque happens to read this post, i mean no harm. I just want to know and solve the misunderstandings (if any) between us.. Well, maybe i misunderstood you all.. please prove it to me.

It's 12.09am now. I try my best to blog. haha I going to do gongyo after blogging and then sleep!

Last Monday, went SIM for my class. When i went to the lift to press the button, one guy came up to me. Guess what he said? That was the most stupid line i heard...

"Hi, i think you look cute in your executive wear." *faint* My mind was like... diao~~~~ where got stranger come up to you and say you look cute one? aiyooooo~ On the other hand, i was thinking maybe he wants to do a survey on my wearing or what cuz he mentioned something about my way of dressing.. which is normal to me.. I wore a black top and skirt and this is how typical a office girl would wear!

After that, came his friend... who was not on smiles.. he seemed serious.. He asked me if i am local or what cuz i look like a Hong Konger.. -_-"" Then, he began to ask me weird questions which again, i thought they were trying to survey me or what. They asked questions like.. is the bubble tea nice?? Where did you bought it? Why are you taking the lift. haha.. So weird questions that i asked them back why can't i take the lift =/ After these questions, the guy's friend told me.. actually my friend thinks that you look cute and wants to know you.. He is shy.. would you want to give him your HP number? While they were talking to me, they seemed very serious, which for the third time, i was wondering if they were doing an experiment for their project or what~!

Being friendly, i told him i could only give hi mmy msn address. Then the friend immediately say his friend don't use MSN often 1.. Give him your hp number la.. Then i replied him that my bf would be angry.. But they both heard.. ooh your mom would be angry ah?? -_-""" When I repeated myself louder, the guy was shocked to hear tt.. and said.. ohhh.. your bf ah.. sorry sorry!! byee!!!

Lolx.. how interesting huhz.. I think that was their first time trying to tackle girls.. which is not right.. Maybe this shall serve as tips for guys.. Firstly, going up as a complete stranger to someone telling her she look cute in her executive wear is completely weird! Secondly, cute and executive wear don't match at all. lol.. This is not a compliment.

If you want to know girls, just go up to her straight and ask.. hi could i be your friend.. or ask random questions like.. hi are u studying part time and then continue the conversation... complimenting the girl when you don't know her at all would be a turn off..

Thirdly, smile when you talk!! Being so serious will scare the girls off! lol..

Fourthly, be sincere!! Don't be so realistic like once you know that the girl is already attached then you run away. hahaha.. so realistic.. At least can be friends right? Guym please take note of this tips! hahaha.. sorry to the guys for 'stupidfying' them.. paiseh~` just want to say what i feel only.. hahaha so funny.

One post before i go sleep. Went to my sis house for mahjong session yesterday night after my school. Reached her house at 11pm. Thought i could bath and prepare my bed before playing mahjong with them but my siblings waited for me since 10pm liao.. then they tell me "play first laaahh, we waited for you so long already." Bleahx.. and so i played.. I lose rounds and rounds.. cuz i know i haven't bath yet.. smelly cannot win 1.. haha.. then we played til1 1am unknowingly. i felt frustrated, its already 1am and i haven't bath yet.. quite angry already.. cuz i told them i need to sleep at 1am as my lessons are at 9am the day afer. After my bath, i won finally! But i felt tired... told them i wanna sleep le my bf don't let me sleep =[ say must play full round.. this is not jumanji maaa... It was already 2am+ and i was still awake instead of sleeping.. I don't know if i should feel angry or what yesterday.. Actually i lost all the money during the game but in the end, i won 1 round and got back big $$.. When i won, i wasn't happy. Haha... Slept aqt 3am =[

This is a boring post.. i just wana blog about mahjong.. goodnite~!

I am back! (My favourite quote in blog) Quite a few friends nagging me to blog which is good. It's good and happy to know that there are people reading my blog and getting a view of my life and caring for me. =] Thanks!

I am actually doing my assignment now using my laptop. Don't know why, maybe laptop is personal to me, so i feel like blogging. So i am halfway assignmenting and halfway blogging.

Pause for awhile, let me continue my assignment first....

Ok back.. 10 minutes over.

As i was reading from my previous entry, the fear of lossing of my sleep, unability to cope with my commitments are redundant. =]!! I still can cope and juggle between all that i have mentioned as well as part time studies. I like taking challenges so that i can grow stronger in person. This is the guidance from Ikeda sensei. A senior leader i met also told me what sensei had said. It is something like.. all the things and challenges we took during our youth will be our glory in future when we grow old. When we look back, we will be happy over our achievements. The foundation we build during our youth is important. So youths! Don't be lazy and afraid! Don't begrudge your life! Brave on and take on challenges!

Resuming to my assignment.. couple of minutes over..

I am starting to feel tired~!! eeks... completing 500 words essay..


2 weeks ago, i went Genting Highlands with my family, relatives as well as my bf. It was supposed to be an overseas trip with my bf only to celebrate his birthday. Haha... but it expanded to be so many people's business liao. But then it was good to have an overseas trip with your loved ones together. First time going genting. When i first got down from the coach, i felt the icy weather~! So cool and interesting. Didn't get to touch the clouds though.. only touched, felt and smelt some dispersing clouds.. you know what i mean? Those clouds which are low enough to cover the visibility of hotels in genting. I thought i could touch the marsmallow-looklike cloudss... haha. At night, the clouds came into our hotel room. The visibility was abit blur inside our room. I was thinking whether it would rain in the room ^-^ So interesting. Overall quite a fun experience in Genting Highlands.

Think i shall blog til here.

I want to blog!!

Wait for me =D

Happy New Year to you who is reading my blog.

Thinking of resolutions to set in 2009. Hahaha.. waiting for my leave on this Friday to think of it cuz i need time to think. I have alot of things to do. My blog title is missing! It do not seem complete to me~~ Missing links.. and my uncompleted post of my HK trip not yet finished =[ Sad.. 有心无力。I need to 大扫除too. I need 2 or 3 days to do that. =p

Frankly saying, i am worried about coping with my part time studies which is starting soon this month. I need time for my family, my bf, Gakkai activities, Sunflower trainings and my personal time as well as my job~. Sometimes when i woke up feeling tired, i was thinking to myself it would be worse if i started studying making myself even more lethargic. Don't like the feeling of getting insufficient sleep. I need 9 hours of sleep!! Sigh~~ But this is the way to challenge myself. I can't wait to graduate in 2.45 years time getting a Degree and then paving towards my career!!

Once in a blue moon, i feel like becoming tai-tai~ lolx.. it's really so relaxing to be a tai-tai~~ Shopping, enjoying, going for spa, going overseas for holiday etc etc and having all the time to herself while the others are working and earning money with all their might. It is the feeling i like. Maybe i should take leave going shopping and relaxing.. getting a taste of being tai tai~~ sighhhhhhhh~~~~~ =[ envy~

Actually i am still trying.. to.. complete my post of the HK trip. It is in my draft. But i forgot the sequence alreadyl which day i went to where etc. Got to see the photos before i can continue blogging~~~

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